Things Unsaid

You've always had such perfect hair,
I've always been a little jealous of it.
You have my absolute favorite voice on the planet.
Sometimes I think I've lost myself in the marvels you your existence.
My two favorite things to listen to are your tangents and your laughter.
I have terrific trouble controlling myself around you.
I don't bother holding back on my riots of giggles,
But the hardest thing to do is be so close to you
And not reach out and grab you.
You're so unconventionally adorable
To your very deepest core
And there's no way I could ever have enough of it.
When I'm around you I forget about everything else going on in my life.
I wish that feeling could last forever.
I don't that to say I no longer love you,
I mean that I wish our time together was endless.
I wish I never had to leave.
I wish I could still spend every morning with you
Laughing and ranting and being so in love.
I wish I knew everything everyone said was true.
I wish that every car that pulls up in my driveway was you.
I wish I had enough courage to tell you these things when I was there.
I wish that I wasn't this scared of losing you.
Until an act of G'd brings us back together,
These will just have to be things unsaid.